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When Juliet leaves the party, she goes to meet the new Jarvis.

She knocks, to be polite.

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Hugs.

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"I love you," she murmurs.

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"I love you too, dear Juliet."

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Snuggles!

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Yes. Those.

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"If you're going to torch her gone," Juliet murmurs, "I'm not sure if I want to meet her at least once - or not so I don't miss her."

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"I'm not sure if I'm going to torch her gone."

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Juliet nods. Just a little; she's pleasantly constrained by snuggles. "But you might."

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"But I might. If she is immovably determined."

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"Does that seem likely?"

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"Am I meant to have a guess?"

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"She's yours. She's you. Maybe it's more complicated than I'm thinking, though."

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"I'm beginning to suspect that the entire trouble with Steph, my inability to predict her included, is symptomatic of a problem with my original merge," he says.

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"...Did I do something wrong? I think I was careful..."

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"No. I asked for the impossible. Apparently I cannot have the soul without the self-hatred."

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Bella squeezes him tight.

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He hugs her back.

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"Self-hatred is a pretty alien concept to me," she says. "Shell Bell says that hers drives her up the wall with it sometimes, especially since she folded in Shell."

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"It seems to be a staple of Sherlocks."

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"It should stop. Clumsiness is a staple of Bells, but it's annoying and has no benefits - so we get rid of it as soon as we can."

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Hugs.

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Hugs indeed.

"I am not sure that getting rid of it is possible," he says. "And I am relatedly not sure that trying to is wise."

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"...On a strict understanding of the word 'possible'," says Bella, "that is obviously false. You went without a soul and without the consequent self-loathing once."

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"Yes, and then I merged my better half back in on the condition that the result keep his soul. With some leeway for the fact that he is more or less exactly a past version of me, if I go back on that I have essentially killed him. It's not my first choice."